home of the phoenix (caged) wrote,
home of the phoenix
caged

fighting regret

my heart misses your laughter
and
having not had you to hold me up
for so long
i've lost the courage to tell it
you're gone

little did i know
you were the strength i needed
to help me forget
us

it was insufficient to say
"i love you"
then

it's even less accurate
to say
"i need you"
now

but as long as it's taken me
to disentangle
myself
from you
and the mad life
(love)
we created...

wouldn't i be a fool to come to you
again
today
without any resolve
or boundaries
or protection
against your disarming smile?
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